A Season of Guilt
 
 
This order of events, the strangeness
of our lives, donned in a musty suit,
loose trousers and pinched waste,
leaving for the road, where you could
recall yourself, pleased with the dull,
rocky wasteland, the heat on the head,
the wasted years in the sun.
 
To return as the empty shell,
like a father who lost his child,
the shame of sitting in an armchair, 
thinking death has left a layer, a sediment,
a season of guilt within the home.
 
The scarred fiqure,
a chimney sweeper with 
blackened clothes-a young
man crawling through dark brick.
 
What you were to be, petered to a myth,
A steed full of booze-the drunkard painter,
a gangly watchman, touting  
his gun in the shadows.
 
The diner at a famous meal, 
a photograph of a hundred guests, 
weeping on the sofas, behind the heavy curtains.
The tragedy of who we are, scattered
in a tribe of nobodys.
 

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